BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN
I HEARD YOU CRYING YESTERDAY
AND FELT YOUR HEART SENT LOVE
SO I'M SENDING YOU THIS MESSAGE
FROM HEAVEN UP ABOVE
YOU'RE WONDERING IF I'LL CELEBRATE
MY BIRTHDAY WAY UP HERE
I KNOW YOU'LL BE MISSING ME
I FEEL YOUR ESSENCE NEAR
GOD PLANNED A SPECIAL DAY FOR ME
HE TOLD ME WITH A WINK
HE ORDERED ME A SPECIAL CAKE
IT'S ANGEL FOOD I THINK
I'M GETTING LOTS OF HUGS FROM GOD
HE'S REALLY GOOD AT THAT
AND EVERY TIME I WALK BY
HE GIVES MY HEAD A PAT
BALLOONS WILL FILL THE STREETS FOR ME
THEY FLOAT UP THRU THE CLOUDS
AND WE HAVE LOTS OF CLOWNS UP HERE
THEY MAKE US LAUGH OUT LOUD
THERE IS A BIRTHDAY CAROUSEL
JEWELED HORSES RIDE THE WIND
WITH MUSIC PLAYING OH SO SWEET...
THE MAGIC NEVER ENDS
I'VE MADE SO MANY FRIENDS UP HERE
WE LAUGH AND PLAY AND SING
WE RIDE OUR BIKES AND PLAY JUMP ROPE
AND WE SLEEP IN ANGELS WINGS
I'LL HAVE MY CAKE AND ICE CREAM
AND OPEN MY GIFTS WITH SURPRISE
BUT WE DON'T BLOW OUT CANDLES HERE
INSTEAD WE LIGHT THE SKIES
I am so sorry for your loss. Your little boy was so handsome. I gave birth to identical twin girls this past April 14, 2006. I lost one of my girls that I didnt know until they were getting me rady for an emergency c-section. They only reason they found out was b/c I was so toxic and did an ultrasound. TTTS is what took our healthy baby girl from us. We do have our survivor, but it just doesnt seem fair. I am here if you ever need to talk. My daughters website is
giavanna-ferrucci.last-memories.com
Please visit if you would like. Just understand that there are people out here that understand what it is like to loose something so precious. I visit her site daily and is amazing at how many lives she has touch even though only few people were there to hold her.
If you should ever need to cry, yell, scream or just talk I am here to help if you need it. Your son is just so handsome. I am sure he has met Giavanna by now. She was a beautiful girl so pink and still. But here is a poem that is posted on her site and I thought explains ua.....
Angel Moms
We have shared our tears and our sorrow,
We have given encouragment to each other,
Given hope for a brighter tomorrow,
We share the title of grieving mother.
Some of us lost older daughters or sons,
Who we watched grow over the years,
Some have lost their babies before their lives began,
But no matter the age,we cry the same tears.
We understand each others pain,
The bond we share is very strong,
With each other there is no need to explain,
The path we walk is hard and long.
Our children brought us together,
They didn't want us on this journey alone,
They knew we needed each other,
To survive the pain of them being gone.
So take my hand my friend,
We may stumble and fall along the way,
But we'll get up and try again,
Because together we can make it day by day.
We can give each other hope,
We'll create a place where we belong,
Together we will find ways to cope,
Because we are angel moms and together we are strong!
My deepest sympathy
Ally
